job intersection

soon, i will resign from this company. i know soon. but the exact time is dunno. i exactly remember, last year, while doing lafayette project and the other 'right now' project, i wanna resign badly. but by the time goes by, in november and december works seem not really much. i remember the only thing that keeps me alive at that hectic moment was mom words,

"just keep going, keep going. then you won't realize that it's already the end of month and you get the price."

keep those in my mind with another thought to do the best i can while waiting time goes by, and look what i get now, the stop moment. i thought maybe this moment only last for a week. no, it's last for 3 months. feel so much blessed. hope it last for a long time, at least until the moslem holy day.

i know i'm gonna resign, while waiting for those moment i should find the replacement. i only search on jobstreet, if i see the big / famous company or the job is interesting or the salary seems fit in, then i submit. i don't really expect from this jobstreet, because none of the application that i submit have not response my application.

but, after a few weeks or months, i got called. they want me to send my cv and current portfolio. what i was thinking, i don't have any updated working portfolio. it needs time (actually i need to spare my time) to updated. then after a week the called, i send it. i was hope that i got next call. but almost 2 months i don't get the called. it's from ikea (furniture company).

then out of nowhere, i got another call from tempo. this time i feel blessed because i'm not submit to them. they want me to send cv and portfolio by the latest last monday. i send on tuesday, not so much to expect it. voila, i got call again, they say want to interview this thursday. they want me to bring laprop, i can feel suspicious thing. thanks god, i don't have macbook no more.

after juggling with my mind, either i go or no.
i decide to come. i thought we'll talk about the job, but it's totally wrong. 4 hours they tested me to design. thanks god i can still remember a few things about skech up. although not complete, but i'm happy with the result. based on the fact that i don't touch that thing since 1.5 years ago.

i just hope for the best. should i move or not in the next 1 or 2 months.

funny, how it's hard for me to let go my current job. is it because i'm enjoy in this stop moment?